‘How does a sociopath find love?’

Comment on this story
mr spock lib REUTERS Because you don't want to hurt others, you indeed are on the benign end of this spectrum, a kind of Mr. Spock.

Dear Prudence,

I'm a 31-year-old male and consider myself to be a borderline sociopath. I view this as a neural development disorder where many people fall along a spectrum, not something to be “treated” or changed.

I have a strong “logical morality” and do not wish harm to anyone, but I do come first and don't commonly feel guilt or remorse. This seems to work in most areas of my life, but dating is a problem. By all recognisable accounts I am easygoing, successful, charming, and normal.

However, I do not feel love the way I imagine many people do. My love for someone peaks around the two-month mark in the relationship and I can feel that way for nearly anyone who meets my dating criteria. But I have been the “love of their life” for many women, who form incredibly deep bonds and end up devastated after they realise our relationship will not progress and it ends for seemingly no reason.

In some of these relationships I have even been entirely up front that I simply don't “feel” the way most people do and they have not been deterred. So, what am I to do? I don't enjoy hurting others, but I do enjoy when others care for me. Do I just continue this pattern throughout life, enjoying each relationship for what it is and knowing that if the woman gets her heart broken she will eventually get over it and go on to better relationships? Or is that callous and morally demanding of a better approach? - Not a “Feeler”

 

Dear Not,

Thank you for a peek inside the brain of “that guy.” The guy who discards women like they're stained clothing, yet always has someone new to try. The guy who makes no explicit promises, who even sometimes admits he's not like other people, but who behaves as if the deepening feelings are mutual. The guy who when told by the woman he is seeing that she loves him, realises it's time to move on - and when questioned about the breakup asserts it's simply not his fault if she misunderstood his attentions.

Let's take your borderline sociopath diagnosis at face value, and accept that you don't want treatment, and frankly for major personality disorders there isn't that much to offer. Because you don't want to hurt others, you indeed are on the benign end of this spectrum, a kind of Mr. Spock. (At the malignant end are those who revel in causing pain, personified by serial killer Ted Bundy.)

It even makes a certain evolutionary sense that a small number of people like you serve a useful societal function. You are the hyper-rational creature who can make decisions without the clouding lens of human feeling. It also makes sense that you have your pick of partners. Sailing through life with confidence and élan is attractive.

You do acknowledge that you have your own emotional needs, and that they are not about having reciprocal feeling but about the gratification of being adored. So having applied your ample analytic skills to your situation, your question is what you should do about it. You're right that you could go through life as a perpetual bachelor, breaking hearts and eventually making your friends queasy about fixing you up, but morality requires that you don't knowingly continue this hurtful pattern.

So stop making vague declarations about your lack of feelings. Be explicit at the beginning that you have never been in - and don't care to start now - a relationship that lasted more than a few months. State that marriage is not for you. Say you offer a good time in the short term. Some women will take this as a challenge, but they do so at their own risk.

But surely, there are also some female Spocks out there, and if you get tired of the endless chase, look for a woman who is as cool and unromantic as you. You two would likely make a formidable if unsettling team, moving forward together like a pair of beautiful sharks. - Prudie

The Washington Post/Slate

* Emily Yoffe is an advice columnist, using the name Prudie.

Get our free Lifestyle newsletter - subscribe here...

Follow @IOLlifestyle on Twitter

Visit IOL Lifestyle on Facebook



sign up
 
 

Comment Guidelines



  1. Please read our comment guidelines.
  2. Login and register, if you haven’ t already.
  3. Write your comment in the block below and click (Post As)
  4. Has a comment offended you? Hover your mouse over the comment and wait until a small triangle appears on the right-hand side. Click triangle () and select "Flag as inappropriate". Our moderators will take action if need be.