Gwen Stefani is "still heartbroken" over her divorce from Gavin Rossdale.
The 'What You Waiting For' hitmaker - who is now dating Blake Shelton - admits she is still suffering following the break up of her family.
She told Rolling Stone magazine: "I'm not in a different place yet. I'm still heartbroken. You can't have your family break up and still not be going through it a year later. I was just cleaning out a room in my house before I called you. It's devastating."
Meanwhile, the 46-year-old singer - who has Kingston, 10, Zuma, seven, and Apollo, two, with ex Gavin - previously gushed about Blake, admitting she "can't believe" she's dating him.
She said: "I'm our biggest fan. I actually feel like I'm not in my own life, because I'm not. I'm in a different life all of a sudden. I'm so blessed and I feel like I believe in my path. Now there's all these miracles around me! Trust me, I still can't believe that happened and is still happening. For whatever reason, I was chosen to be in this position, and I'm so honored and more confident. And I look at it, like, it always works out.
"There was so much of an earthquake in my life. How did I survive that? I don't know, but here we are and my life is full of so many blessings. I'm trying to really just be positive and grateful and look at it all, like this was all supposed to happen."
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