Model-actress Nikki Bella says she is "all sort of messed up" ahead of her wedding to actor and wrestling star John Cena.
On "Total Bellas", Bella found herself pulled in many directions in regards to her wedding plans, reports eonline.com.
"I'm all sorts of messed up," Nikki said in a therapy session just weeks before her scheduled wedding.
"It's like a hot mess over here," added Nikki, who is worried about losing her identity by marrying Cena.
"I want him to live the life he wants and I think that's why I've always sacrificed for him. I love taking care of people, but I think I'm so over-pleasing.