Cezanne Visser admitted that she performed oral sex on her former lover, Dirk Prinsloo, in front of a 15-year-old girl from an orphanage and that she and Prinsloo had sex in front of another 11-year-old from the orphanage. She said she had no idea why she had done it.
"Dirk spoke and I did. I have no idea why, but that is how it was," the 31-year-old blonde told Pretoria High Court Acting Judge Chris Eksteen.
She said Prinsloo fetched the 15-year-old for a weekend visit to their home. At the time Visser was rehearsing for Idols. When she got home the child was there. They made food that night and watched television with Prinsloo.
"He, as usual, pushed my head down on him and I had to give him oral sex." She said the child went to her room.
Visser admitted that during the course of the weekend, the child saw her naked.
She said Prinsloo had conversations with a sexual overtone with the child, who was subjected to pornographic videos and magazines.
Visser said she showed the child her genital piercings and explained to her how Prinsloo liked his oral sex performed. However, she denied that she enticed the child to commit an indecent act.
Visser said that when they took the child back to the orphanage on the Sunday, Prinsloo warned her not to say anything about what she had seen.
The 11-year-old, Visser said, had to watch how she and Prinsloo had sex on her first night at their home. She said Prinsloo called the child into the bathroom while she was performing oral sex on him in the bath. He then instructed Visser to shave the child's legs.
The court also heard that the child was later instructed to swim without her top, as Prinsloo told her "in this house nobody swims with clothes on".
Visser said she vaguely remembered an incident in which the child became drowsy after she gave her Milo. She said she passed by the guest bedroom and saw Prinsloo on his knees in front of the sleeping child. Asked why she did nothing about this, Visser said: "I never went against him."
She also admitted that she showed the child how to use a vibrator, by placing it against her own private parts. But Visser said this was because the child asked her how it worked.
"There was an array of sex toys in the house. Dirk spent hundreds of thousands of rands on these toys."
Visser was referred to a letter which she had believed was written by the child. The letter stated that she "wished Visser and Prinsloo were her parents". Visser said she had recently realised that Prinsloo had written the letter.
Visser said she was so in awe of Prinsloo that she lived only for the moments in which she made him happy. She said she felt like a "good woman" when she consented to his bizarre sexual requests, such as drinking his urine.